AHH IM SO SORRY GUYS!

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Mad and Spilling my True Emotions

Hey,its been awhile.

-Today I am going to talk about your dreams and how you should never ever let them go even if your parents say horrible things about your dream and other thing you know my rambles...

This morning at 7 am, my parents were talking about how myself and my brother were complete losers.
Being the person I am.I walked out and told them to go shove themself.
Now see I plan to be an actress,comedian,part time worker,blogger and a few other things AFTER college because I have large dreams and I WANT to do this as a career.

see my back up plan is being a public speaker so really its either go big or go home for myself.

See what I don't get is how I am a complete loser I have my dreams set and my ambition straight  Since i've done a few plays in the last 2 years and started my own anti-bullying group as well, I am starting a help Circle group for my school and a few things in the community. Apparently thats not good enough. They use my friends as an examples. "She hangs out with her friends all the time" :"She gets good grade" "When other mothers talk about their children I feel ashamed of mine because my kids do nothing"

meanwhile I can almost answer any questions about actors, tv shows movies,drugs, certain products, foods and ALOT more.. because what they think im doing at night is on facebook and just goofing off.. But really I am reading and as well I write in the note section to note things I want to talk about and if you see my documents you'd see there is over 60 different page files because I write so much..

I love to read and writing and honestly thats all I do at night meanwhile they think im a big loser since I am on the computer 24/7 while they are watching tv or just doing the SAME thing as myself.Something to the parents:  Parents, sometimes your kids are actually doing something helpful behind close doors..

New Subject:My father commented on me having no friends this morning. It is embarrassing yes. I don't have many true friends I will admit that and I also admit I have massive trust issues also sometimes I may be a bit annoying. So what. I don't give a crap if someone likes or hate me. I'll be someones friend or enemy I honestly don't care I am a good person and if people can't realise that they aren't worth my time. If I get ignored by someone I DON'T take it out on myself and I don't deserve people like that so I usually just drop them.. Because If they don't want to be a true friend to me, why should I be a true friend to them.

I hate hearing how my parents were always out as a kid with friends and how popular they were and how their life was perfect at school and how well they did and how great they are now. Because TO BE HONEST. I DON'T CARE Look where they are now. Two people who also sit on the couch at night after a "Hard day at work" School is just the same. but instead of a boss, I have 4 teachers and people who pick on me to be surrounded by and be stared at.. but still they said "high school was much better" well news fact. you are both 40. and you went to school about 18 years ago. 18 years later things have CHANGED. Plus they are from a tinier town then where I live. Where I am from, the town they lived in is another province away and
its also 1,554 KM away. 19 hour drive. A little town 8 hours from the nearest city.
ugh.

This is already personal. But I don't care. I feel like I need to voice my opinions.Here I go again

This morning my parents were talking about how my brother and I were complete failures. I feel like their opinion should be voiced and to be told wrong Because they are wrong and when I tried to say all of this I had an anxiety attack where I couldn't breathe. They still went on fighting with me afterwards.


but here is getting to the real point. My dad refuses to pay for college funding since my dreams are way to big for a small town girl like myself, meanwhile Justin Bieber Lived in the city next to me for what 14 years before he was founded by someone.
 Well since he has never put a penny in the bank for college because what I am going to college for is pathetic. I don't want any of his "hard work money going to waste"
Therefore I READ on different ways to pay for college with out "Daddys precious money" So here is what I got out of 20 minutes of reading what I would want to do.


1. Student Loans.
2.Saving the money yourself, Save every pay checks get 2 jobs even in college
3. Tuition Payment
4.Military Service (Not for my dream but maybe for other choices).
5.Federal Work-service
6.Applying to Financial aid.

There are so many other WAYS all you have to do is more research.

What I am trying to say is a parents should never come between your dreams. Do everything yourself and WORK hard!!

Dreams will catch up.
that isn't a promise, but it can happen if you TRY really hard.

So what am I going to do about my dreams and show them that I do want to be an actress and all of those other things. I am going to audition ANY play. I am going to find an improv class or make my own.
Maybe a few other things I don't know what the future holds Just don't give up. Parents aren't going to boss you around forever. So start your dreams young, and don't follow your parents expectations on who you should be when your older. Be who you want to be.
You always have other choices for payments
you always have a choice for ANYTHING.

Christina Hackett.

I will never be this girl.

I will never be this girl either

But I will be myself. 

A girl who can tell you everything about her self. I tell you way to much info. and I might regret it. But seriously im a kid. I am allowed to be stupid

Sometimes I don`t want to be serious. so I begin to goof off. 

I can also be that girl who will take an opportunity when it is given to me. 

I can be a fan who crys when you grab her camera and take the photo

I am a granddaughter, A friend, a best friend ,a daughter,a enemy,a student, a leader, a sister, a lover , a fighter . 

I am Christina Hackett. 

I will be random, I will be honest, I will be up sometimes and I will be down. I am a human too. I get treated horribly because I don`t know who I am anymore so I try all these different things.

I found myself a better person. A person who won`t give up this time. I want to be that person who will be stronger and won`t give up.
Sorry i`ve been gone for awhile.

its been a year or so. I know. 

I warn all of you. -school,reader,employers,parents,friends,teachers 

that Im not giving up anymore. because Im sick of who I am going to be. 

This is who I am. 

I am Hilarious

I am different
I am not shy anymore

I have dreams and well IM GOING AFTER THEM. 

 I don`t know how

but i`ll figure it out. 

-Sorry this was suppose to be a Who I am blog or who I am not blog but it just turned into a complete ramble. I should really start creating a video blog so my blogs would make more sense. Now im just typing to myself. 

Haha. 

Hi, Im Christina. -Picture Intro

Hello there, I thought I should tell all of you who I really am so here it goes.

I am Christina Hackett I was born on April 17th 1995. I was born in a small town called Gaspe Quebec.

I became a big sister 19 months after I was born... Brandon Hackett was born November 1st 1996. I knew from the day he was born I was ment to protect him (Well from stories I hear from my mom)

We moved to Ontario when he was born, and began a life here. 

 I was always the weird girl. I was okay with myself at some points.But sometimes I felt alone. But I had two best friends That always had my back. 

Even though I have a rocky relationship with both right now. - I still count them as my best friend since we Ive been best friends with both of them since grade 2. 

Celeste and I (really curly haired girl)  were put in the same class in grade 2 from the first day we hit it off. We were so bad in grade 2-6 together. The teacher swore to never let us be in the same class again because we got on her nerves and she always had to watch us.So many things I could go on and on about Celeste and I but that will take to long. I spent most weekends with Celeste either at my house or hers.. after awhile our families started to become friends. - Her family is like my second family and she feels the same way about mine. It was great. 

Taylor and I (The other girl)- I was randomly invited to her birthday not sure how we became friends to be honest but we were REALLY close after her party.She always made time for me and we were almost always together during the weekdays and maybe some weekends, Taylor used to bring me to these picnics with her whole family,which was also in this water park. It was alot of fun.
Taylor always stood up for me whenever someone would picked on me and well we just had a strong friendship.


I had to go to a different school then all my friends because I had a learning disability. So I had a really hard time leaving middle school. The girls were there for me. Throughout that whole year.

Graduating middle school was hard for me knowing that this would be the last time I would be in their graduating class. I was a wreak. Everyone was. Even Taylor. And she is not the kind of person to cry.

Anyways.
New school new beginnings.
Grade 9. I went to my first class. I sat in the front row since I didn`t know anyone and I wanted to socialize. Turns out I was way to shy. I went to my second class Science. It was interesting thats for sure. anyways

I met new people and became really good friends with people. *note that the blurred out people are people I don`t speak to anymore and I don`t feel like contacting them to see if its okay to share a damn picture. 

Continuing 

I met a boy. -not posting pictures of him and I. ANYWAYS  he and I were pretty exclusive. We both strongly liked each other (I think atleast). but I don`t think it was at all love anymore because I think back and laugh since it was in grade 9 relationship that lasted like a few months.

My friend ship grew with The two girls who aren`t blurred. -sam and amanda

Taylor and I were closer then ever. We had some pretty intense things happen that year which made us stronger...then summer 2010 came.. 

I broke up with the guy, Taylor and I fought like dogs and well everything went down the pooper. I had lost alot of people in my life. I grew depressed and then started to act like a stupid kid again lying stealing being a total snot. 

But I still had Celeste. She was like a safety net. She never let me feel low she made me feel everything was going to be okay again. 

That Winter I lost it completely. I was crazy. VERY crazy. I didn`t know what the hell I was doing. One stupid night trying to call celeste hysterically, I called taylor by mistake. Since then (well kind of) we have been okay. 

I transferred schools and I got my wish to graduate with my two best friends (which Is awkward because i`m on awkward terms with both of them) But oh well,  

Well then I just told you the basics about my high school life. 

GREAT NEWS!

So, I got Brilliant news for all ya'll readers! I'm getting my own blog on  www.lifesablog.ca. (my mother) I’ll post some of the blogs I write on there on here.

My section will be Christina's Corner!
I’ll post all my favourite blogs I’ve wrote on here and continue writing on there I might still write on this one but ya never know. So its cool I guess!

About Christina Hackett

Christina is a high school student from Cambridge,Ontario Canada.
She loves being random. She loves music,acting, talking and making jokes..
 She is friendly and will never shut down a friendly game of Russian Roulette
(kidding) but she doesn't mind a conversation about anything (besides politics)
She has a odd sense of humour aswell. She wants to be a actress and a part-time
comedian when she is older. but if that doesn't work. she'll probably get a job as a
temp and still keep on with social media and blogging hoping to get a life. Ha-ha.
Aswell, She loves kids. She wants to inspire little kids to be kind and end bullying
(even though it will never happen she still has hope) . Since the age of 7
 she has been bullied on and off and would like to share her story to
younger ones to tell them they
aren't alone. Christina hopes to be a public speaker if her dreams don't come out
 the way she expects.. She hopes in the new year she can fulfil her dream as
a speaker and begin having success in her blog and social media..

First day back!

Guys, it’s the first school day of the new year (for myself) So far it’s good. Even though I’m having lunch in the library all by myself (my choice) I’ve decided that I’m going to talk about my two weeks away and things that happen that mattered to me! – ill only post the days that mattered for me.

December 24^th – Family time with family. Duhh. Anyways I just spent time with the family had fun etc. ate dinner the usual.

December 25^th- Opened presents, went back to bed since I stayed up REALLY late that night before I spent the day looking at boxing day deals and mapping out where I was going to go. Aswell I watched movies all day with my family. I went to bed early probably 9ish I believe since I was going to wake up at 3 so I can go wait in line

December 26^th- I woke up at 3 am got coffee and went to old navy to see if we could get a camera or what not. Bought some awesome clothing then I went to future shop. I got a new laptop which was well worth the wait since the laptop I bought was the “door crasher” So it was so awesome! Went home played on my laptop all day and then went to my uncles for dinner. Had dinner went home and slept.

December 31^st I had a party at my house to celebrate the new years. Had a good time and that’s really all I can say.

Jan 1^st –  Few friends nothing special it was a boring day for the first day of the new year.

-         and well the whole week was a blur. Chilled with a few friends and didn’t really do much. To be honest.

I planed out what I will be doing this year. I will be doing a give away every few weeks. For Canadians (Tickets for local events, gift cards for stores and places to eat)  I will most likely create a facebook page so I can post whats going on and what you want to hear as the readers..  
ASWELL I have decided that im going to create the blog when im ready. I decided when I feel its ready. I will make it.

So that’s all for now, so I hope you have a great new years and had an awesome Christmas (I know it’s backwards oh well)

That’s All for now!!