A question I really wanted to answer.

A question I really wanted to answer.

a few weeks ago while I was talking to a friend we had a heart to heart chat..and she asked me..

Q) How did it feel being bullied through out your child hood

A) Being bullied was a tough part of my life and it still is.

It felt horrible knowing someone thought i was stupid fat ugly etc starting untrue rumors.

And it still does. 

It hurts alot.

I have low self esteem and other things (im not willing to type on the internet.)

But what got me through it?

How did I deal with it? 

I had great friends who always stood up for me and hugged me through the tough times. 

Something i will never forget about are my friends 

Celeste And Taylor... 

Never gave up. 

Even if we made each other cry. 

Even if we hated each other at one point 

They've always been there for me. 

And Even if we fight a lot 

Even if We hate each other for a long amount of time. 

We will always be friend no matter what. 

A new school , A new life.

This "Week" I started attending a new school...

First Day: Sitting in my first class which was a grade 9 Applied Science.

I was sitting in front of a girl that I was friend with from grade 8. (she was in grade 7 when i was in grade 8).

It was fairly awkward in that classroom because thats how it usually works "the first day at school" especially with grade 9's..

Second period is a grade 11 math and well that also didn't go so well because I was a new student and knew only grade 9s and 10s. This class was extremely awkward as well because I am horrible at math! and If he would have asked a question I would have to died of humiliation because I wasn't as fast as the other kids with answering the questions.

Lunch time was very awkward because I didn't know anyone but my friends from the pervious years.So I walked the halls with Celeste (best friends since grade 2).. when we were walking threw the halls some people actually recognized me from middle school and said hey...

 Anyways...Celeste and I were walking around and saw a few girls that I had met at a party from way back in april I had conversations with these girls.

Then Celeste and I made our way to Tim Hortons.. 

When we got back I had went to talk to my guidance counselor to talk about my courses.

 Celeste left me with the guidance counselor because She wanted to walk around a little more..

When I was done with the guidance counselor, I saw the some girls (who I met at the party I went to back in april.)

And walked around with them till next period. 

Third period Grade 10 Applied English. This class was extremely weird because there was only about 4 girls in the class 3 of them i knew ... and well there was about 10-13 guys...

 it was more awkward for me because some of the males I presume didn't like me every much because of some things that had happened in the past. But thats me just presuming things.but i don't know.

 Forth Period instrumental music This class was odd.

 Because i'm not good with music notes and we were doing some note theory (and which i am horrible at ), The girl beside me was awesome she was so friendly. 

I had knew who she was because we had attended middle school together but rarely chatted (in middle school) 

We had chatted for the whole class while she was working on the crossword.... 

My friend Celeste drove me home and .. yeah thats bout it for day 1 

Second Day : Celeste had picked me up at around 8ish...

 and went to school I had changed my music course to a Gym course because... I got frustrated with the "learning a new instruments" and ran away from that course...(stupid of me) 

Anyways... I found out this school is way different then my other schools because they switch there periods around like one day it would be A,B Lunch C,D then day 2 would change and it would be like B,A Lunch D,C ...Which i found that odd. 

Anyways... 

I went to Math and a few more kids joined, But thats no big deal... But there wasn't anything important about 

that subject so .. 

Science We got our text book! and we learnt about Atoms other fun stuff like that...that remind me i have homework

Lunch time I hung out with Celeste then went to the cafe and saw my other friends and went with them and walked around the school bought gym clothes and other fun stuff like that. 

Then I went to my third period class which was Gym.. And Oh my god. It was horrible!

 I had to watch a stupid assembly Then I had to go do gym... now because it was grade 11 gym I didn't really knew anyone.... I had met one girl and started chatting with her the whole period, oh andshe is in my math class So I guess monday in math it won't be so awkward.

Anyways... I didn't really know any of the girls well I did know 4 of them... from way back in grade 7 (they were in grade 8) and they had ABSOLUTELY hated me. And I think they probably still do..x) 

I think I'm going to switch out of that class because I don't really feel comfortable in that kind of environment...

Forth period was actually pretty nice the teacher is actually pretty funny. 

Didn't learn much besides the "beginning basics" and well.. just wrought in our books and took up home work... 

thats all really... 

Then the end of the day came along and my friend Rachel (who I knew since grade 4) drove me home but thats only because i live like 5 or 6 houses away. Then I had arrived home and i decided to write this blog.. 

High school is going to be tough. And Pretty scary for some. 

This blog is for those who are nervous starting high school ill right about more days for those

who want to read about someones high school experience and maybe prep for some challenges that you'll have in high school

Also this is for someone who is starting a new school.. 

I really hope you read all my Blogs. 

I actually took time to write this and try to make it ...good. 

so i hope you all like it! :)