I have failed miserably once again.
my new years resolution has not been working out for me..
My new years resolution was to loose 5 pounds by the end of the month and 35 pounds in the next 3 months.
not only did I failed to loose 5 pounds by saturday...
I had gained 11.4 more pounds,
Its been rather depressing for me.
i've never been so stressed out and tired in my whole entire life.
But now I am determined to reach my goal.
and my mother is going to help me
if i don't work out for 30-50 minutes a day
or not do 10 sit ups in the morning
and 10 sit ups in the evening
she will take everything away from me.
(cell laptop ipod) till I do it!
I had made the rules and made a contract for her to sign so if i do get mad at her
she has something to show and I will have to listen to her...
right now my health is the only thing that should change.
i want to be a healthier person
and my mother needs to help me with it too because if i don't get disciplined I will
never ever loose the pounds...
I hope this will make you all think.
because we all know how hard it is..
and how we have always quitted.
Monday, January 31, 2011
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
What the hell , Did they just ignored me ?
Whats up with people and their high egos?
Like seriously. Walking around "nose in the air" and acting that they don't care.
and thinking you run the school
If you see someone Crying... What do you do?
help them out?
Wrong just pass by and laugh
If you see someone fall and get all red because they are embarrassed
what do you do...
Help them out and ask if they are alright..?
WRONG again
You laugh and walk by ,
Seriously , It doesn't matter if you think your popular
doesn't matter if you think your a loser
because HELLO! news flash .
What does it matter?
In my eyes , your a person.
just like me.
just like my brother
just like Miley Cyrus
Etc...
Why shouldn't you help someone out
why shouldn't you be there for someone you may or may not know
hell meet a new person and give off a great first impression.
because thats someone i would want to be friends with not
someone who just walks pass and laugh...
oh and also ..Why should you make someone else life miserable?
because it satisfied your life?
or makes your friends laugh?
personally . if one of my friends did that.
I'd tell them to leave that person alone.
because who needs that kind of stress in their life.
and you know what.
thats someone I learned today.
Don't make someones life miserable to satisfied yours or your friends...
seriously. because no one wants that kind of person around
unless your just a ignorant person who doesn't give a crap.
sorry if this blog isn't that great because of the spelling mistake or grammar mistakes...
:P did it really fast because I didn't want to spend alot of time on it...
I just want someone to read this and be like , "oh i get what they are saying"
soo...
Hope ya'll like it
Like seriously. Walking around "nose in the air" and acting that they don't care.
and thinking you run the school
If you see someone Crying... What do you do?
help them out?
Wrong just pass by and laugh
If you see someone fall and get all red because they are embarrassed
what do you do...
Help them out and ask if they are alright..?
WRONG again
You laugh and walk by ,
Seriously , It doesn't matter if you think your popular
doesn't matter if you think your a loser
because HELLO! news flash .
What does it matter?
In my eyes , your a person.
just like me.
just like my brother
just like Miley Cyrus
Etc...
Why shouldn't you help someone out
why shouldn't you be there for someone you may or may not know
hell meet a new person and give off a great first impression.
because thats someone i would want to be friends with not
someone who just walks pass and laugh...
oh and also ..Why should you make someone else life miserable?
because it satisfied your life?
or makes your friends laugh?
personally . if one of my friends did that.
I'd tell them to leave that person alone.
because who needs that kind of stress in their life.
and you know what.
thats someone I learned today.
Don't make someones life miserable to satisfied yours or your friends...
seriously. because no one wants that kind of person around
unless your just a ignorant person who doesn't give a crap.
sorry if this blog isn't that great because of the spelling mistake or grammar mistakes...
:P did it really fast because I didn't want to spend alot of time on it...
I just want someone to read this and be like , "oh i get what they are saying"
soo...
Monday, January 17, 2011
Why.
Why lie about your age...
Why pretend to be something your not
Copy others pages.
Copy others on the way they act.
Why call someone down when they're depressed.
why not keep all the nonsense between us.
make it count life is short..
I love you is the most difficult thing I've ever said to anyone.... its hard because i don't even understand my feelings .
I hate thinking about things i've done in the past because I've made to many mistakes in my life to regret... also life is short why should i just waste it by thinking about my issues in the past. If I want to lay around mopping about my issues , then im just wasting my time...
make it count life is short..
"you will Love someone
you will Hate someone.
All we want is someone to love us."
I hate thinking about things i've done in the past because I've made to many mistakes in my life to regret... also life is short why should i just waste it by thinking about my issues in the past. If I want to lay around mopping about my issues , then im just wasting my time...
make it count life is short..
"you will Love someone
you will Hate someone.
All we want is someone to love us."
Thursday, January 13, 2011
Thanks for the confident.
I was going to write a big awesome blog.
but i don't have any confident anymore
I was going to a party this weekend
but then I found out shes going to be there.
I was going to read a book today
but I can't read without thinking about issues in my life
I was going to write my resume
but then I thought who would hire me.
I was going to stand up for myself.
but then i would have got made fun of again.
You say one stupid thing.
the world hates you.
thanks Karma , I'll remember you.
but i don't have any confident anymore
I was going to a party this weekend
but then I found out shes going to be there.
I was going to read a book today
but I can't read without thinking about issues in my life
I was going to write my resume
but then I thought who would hire me.
I was going to stand up for myself.
but then i would have got made fun of again.
You say one stupid thing.
the world hates you.
thanks Karma , I'll remember you.
Sunday, January 9, 2011
Boys Vs girls
My whole life , People always said girls are more drama
Today i've learned Girls and boys are equal in the drama department (if you know what i mean.)
I think why others say girls are more drama because they do more things to cause drama. and also we are a tad dramatic.
But i realized that boys words and actions can hurtful aswell.
Another theory
Girls are known for Drama
Boys are known for Cheating.
Which also bothers me because ....
Girls can easily cheat
boys can easily say things to get others upset.
So in all things necessary
Watch what you say and do .
because you'll always get bitten in the ass.
Today i've learned Girls and boys are equal in the drama department (if you know what i mean.)
I think why others say girls are more drama because they do more things to cause drama. and also we are a tad dramatic.
But i realized that boys words and actions can hurtful aswell.
Another theory
Girls are known for Drama
Boys are known for Cheating.
Which also bothers me because ....
Girls can easily cheat
boys can easily say things to get others upset.
So in all things necessary
Watch what you say and do .
Thursday, January 6, 2011
Women rule ; )
Women who got the music started
1945- Doris Day was the most popular female singer in 1945. Doris was a singer and an actress. She was what every guy wanted. Her beauty was unreal.
In 1950’s- Country was the most favoured. Later in 1950’s pop was also much liked by everyone. Ellen Muriel Deason (also known as Kitty Wells) was one of the popular country singers in 1950’s.
In pop but for the women The Three Andrew Sisters were known as the beautiful sisters in pop.
In 1960’s is when “Rock and Roll” got started. Aretha Franklin was know for her beautiful voice and her big white smile. Rolling Stones ranked her No.1 on the list of “the greatest singers of all time”. It was also a time for "Peace" and "Love"
1960-1975 was the generation where people where getting into drugs and going to concerts. Everyone wanted to be a “rebel” and “go crazy”. Teenager were getting into drugs ,drinking Alcohol and listening to “Black Sabbith” And “Blondie.”
In 1975-1985 was the time where all girl bands were getting to be popular. Such as “the Go-Go’s” and “the Runaways”. Everyone just wanted to be like Cherie Currie. They were one of many Girl bands,
1985-1990’s was the time where most kids listen to pop music and attended concerts. There was fewer rebellious actions amoungst the younger generation.
1945- Doris Day was the most popular female singer in 1945. Doris was a singer and an actress. She was what every guy wanted. Her beauty was unreal.
In 1950’s- Country was the most favoured. Later in 1950’s pop was also much liked by everyone. Ellen Muriel Deason (also known as Kitty Wells) was one of the popular country singers in 1950’s.
In pop but for the women The Three Andrew Sisters were known as the beautiful sisters in pop.
In 1960’s is when “Rock and Roll” got started. Aretha Franklin was know for her beautiful voice and her big white smile. Rolling Stones ranked her No.1 on the list of “the greatest singers of all time”. It was also a time for "Peace" and "Love"
1960-1975 was the generation where people where getting into drugs and going to concerts. Everyone wanted to be a “rebel” and “go crazy”. Teenager were getting into drugs ,drinking Alcohol and listening to “Black Sabbith” And “Blondie.”
In 1975-1985 was the time where all girl bands were getting to be popular. Such as “the Go-Go’s” and “the Runaways”. Everyone just wanted to be like Cherie Currie. They were one of many Girl bands,
1985-1990’s was the time where most kids listen to pop music and attended concerts. There was fewer rebellious actions amoungst the younger generation.
Monday, January 3, 2011
About me.
Hello I'm Christina.
I am 15 , I'm a musician and an actress. When I grow up I want to be a full time actress and part time musician and Writer.
Writing has helped me through alot of things in my life.
Writing helps me make alot of my decisions.
Why am I starting a blog ?
The other day, my friend read my journal and told me that I should write in in a blog because alot of people can relate to most of my issues that I have experienced. I've had thought of doing that before . but just didn't want anyone to know alot of personal stuff about me... So I'll be posting situations I've been through or topics I want to talk about.
As well, I've been thinking of starting Vlogs on teenage topics so other's would know that there not alone. and I'll be starting this in April or May. When I find someone who isn't shy, they can be my camera man or women....So Stay posted!
I am 15 , I'm a musician and an actress. When I grow up I want to be a full time actress and part time musician and Writer.
Writing has helped me through alot of things in my life.
Writing helps me make alot of my decisions.
Why am I starting a blog ?
The other day, my friend read my journal and told me that I should write in in a blog because alot of people can relate to most of my issues that I have experienced. I've had thought of doing that before . but just didn't want anyone to know alot of personal stuff about me... So I'll be posting situations I've been through or topics I want to talk about.
As well, I've been thinking of starting Vlogs on teenage topics so other's would know that there not alone. and I'll be starting this in April or May. When I find someone who isn't shy, they can be my camera man or women....So Stay posted!
Switching High Schools.
Right now, I'm in a really weird situation.
I've been tangled up with situations at my current school. A lot of stupid issues.
I want to switch high schools and it's all that I can think about.
To be honest, All I am doing is just thinking to much
and putting less effort into my work.
I think Switching schools would be the BEST choice for my education.
I wouldn't be running away from the drama at my school.
I'm just doing what is best for my education.
And personally from the experience, I'm going through right now.
I think changing schools and hold my head up high is the best decision!
I've been tangled up with situations at my current school. A lot of stupid issues.
I want to switch high schools and it's all that I can think about.
To be honest, All I am doing is just thinking to much
and putting less effort into my work.
I think Switching schools would be the BEST choice for my education.
I wouldn't be running away from the drama at my school.
I'm just doing what is best for my education.
And personally from the experience, I'm going through right now.
I think changing schools and hold my head up high is the best decision!
NEW YEARS RESOLUTION #1 -High school
High school is either the best four years of your life or they turn out to be the worst four years ever.
Personally... So far from being in high school
I've been through everything my mother warned me about.
Love , Hate, Bullying, Standing up, Deaths ,Getting in trouble,Boyfriends,Partys Loss of friends, Gain of friends.
There is no doubt that
all of the situations that I've experienced in the last two years of being in high school is going to make me into a stronger adult.
Even if my dreams will be crushed once more.
I know
I'll lose more friends.
I know that
There is always a positive to a negative in a situation .
I've learn that if I want to get the best education, nobody will run me out of the school .
No rumors will hurt me.
No lost of friends will get me upset.
No one saying "I hate you" will bother me.
Because it's me that MATTERS at the end of the day.
Running away from issues doesn't make anything better. I've realized that my new years resolution is to stand up for myself and not allow people to tell me who I am or how I should act.
Personally... So far from being in high school
I've been through everything my mother warned me about.
Love , Hate, Bullying, Standing up, Deaths ,Getting in trouble,Boyfriends,Partys Loss of friends, Gain of friends.
There is no doubt that
all of the situations that I've experienced in the last two years of being in high school is going to make me into a stronger adult.
Even if my dreams will be crushed once more.
I know
I'll lose more friends.
I know that
There is always a positive to a negative in a situation .
I've learn that if I want to get the best education, nobody will run me out of the school .
No rumors will hurt me.
No lost of friends will get me upset.
No one saying "I hate you" will bother me.
Because it's me that MATTERS at the end of the day.
Running away from issues doesn't make anything better. I've realized that my new years resolution is to stand up for myself and not allow people to tell me who I am or how I should act.
2010 - Friendships.
"Best friends can easily turn into enemies "
"Enemies can easily be turned in to friends." This is something I learned in 2010.
I believe that 2010 taught me alot.
I've dealt with so much drama in 2010 from kids who I have grown up with..
I'm just ready to work on my future.
Right now I could careless if i have one friend or a thousand and one friends.
So many girls are trying so hard to "fit in".
They'll betray their friends so they can please or make others laugh..
Gossip about others and even create rumors..
just for a little attention.
Not all can be perfect and popular.
Not all can be pretty and skinny.
Not all can be easily liked.
When I was growing up , I was ALWAYS the outcast trying to fit in.
It was only till grade 8 when I recognized my real friends would always be there for me.
I realized who were my real friends in the summer of 2009.
To be honest.
I don't want to be popular.
because usually the "popular" ones are the snobs and with the majority of problems...
Why would a person put other people down just to make your friend's laugh?
I used to do that alot... just to make others laugh.
and you know what?
I realized one day what i was doing and I went up to the people I hurt and apologized..
2011.
I'm ready for what ever you hit me with.
because all I am now is courage.
- Sorry if I have any grammar mistakes or spelling mistakes.. I just thought this would be a quick blog because i've dealt with issues today with a bunch of girls..
So if it is kind of confusing just read it over and over again ;)
"Enemies can easily be turned in to friends." This is something I learned in 2010.
I believe that 2010 taught me alot.
I've dealt with so much drama in 2010 from kids who I have grown up with..
I'm just ready to work on my future.
Right now I could careless if i have one friend or a thousand and one friends.
So many girls are trying so hard to "fit in".
They'll betray their friends so they can please or make others laugh..
Gossip about others and even create rumors..
just for a little attention.
Not all can be perfect and popular.
Not all can be pretty and skinny.
Not all can be easily liked.
Something I wonder why we can't all be like one another?
I could be friends with anyone to be completely honest.
It wouldn't be for the money they have or how popular they are. I like people for their personality and how they make me feel when i'm around them?
When I was growing up , I was ALWAYS the outcast trying to fit in.
It was only till grade 8 when I recognized my real friends would always be there for me.
I realized who were my real friends in the summer of 2009.
To be honest.
I don't want to be popular.
because usually the "popular" ones are the snobs and with the majority of problems...
Why would a person put other people down just to make your friend's laugh?
I used to do that alot... just to make others laugh.
and you know what?
I realized one day what i was doing and I went up to the people I hurt and apologized..
2011.
I'm ready for what ever you hit me with.
because all I am now is courage.
- Sorry if I have any grammar mistakes or spelling mistakes.. I just thought this would be a quick blog because i've dealt with issues today with a bunch of girls..
So if it is kind of confusing just read it over and over again ;)
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