Okay, So this isn't part of my sagment of the child hood thing,
I just wanted to say a few things on teenage relationship in high school because I walk down a halls of my school thinking its pathetic because i see this girl everyday with a different guy and I feel so bad for the guy because she just pretty much "loves" them till the next guy
For most of my teenage life, I've been single.
I dated a guy in grade 9 and man I actually thought I was inlove at some points
i'll explain. Lets call this guy i dated Johnny so people dont start talking....
SO Johnny and I started dating first semester In december of grade 9.
Our first time hanging out with each other out side of school was in november, We were just friends hanging out so nothing happened.
Johnny wanted to go see new moon, so I said I'd go with him.
I will admit that I did REALLY like him,
While we were sitting next to each other in the movies we were playing footsy and joking around with eachother and then we stopped for awhile. Then he grabbed my hand in the middle of the movie then kissed me.
I had no idea that a guy I liked could like me back because that NEVER happened to me EVER. So the next day at school he asked me out I said yes. Well within the first month he had cheated on me,
and I was soo pissed because i liked him SOOO much and then I went to my best friends cousin house and we had ALOT to drink.
Things happened there and then I told Johnny what happened.
That was the beginning of our lying and shitty relationship
After that there was a whole lot of things that happened,
we made eachother cry happy mad etc.
Then in the summer I cheated for real I didn't tell him then he went to the hospital for about 2 weeks, not sure why but he did.
I was actually scared of dating him at that point cause i didn't want to hurt him anymore.
So after a month apart we got back together he went to his cottage and then I realised I didn't actually love him and then started seeing another guy while he was at the cottage because I was stupid.
When he came back, he called me and told me about his amazing vacation and how things were getting better.
Then I told him I couldn't see him anymore because our relationship was so bad and I said that I didn't trust him anymore.
A week before school I broke up with the guy I was seeing.
After that I never really dated again.
I think girls who date boys after boys after boys in high school are completely desprete because of the fact they crave love and they wouldn't know real love if it hit them.
I think kids shouldn't date because they cant handle it.
YES Some can. but not everyone
I find alot of things in high school you will regret and one of those things can be dating 'your first love'
because you don't know what to do and it kind of hurts and stings after you break up because you can't handle how powerful relationship can,
my first relationship scared me and I don't think I could handle another relationship like that and since then I don't date boys in high school...
I'm just saying its just really sad how girls can say they love a guy if they only dated this guy for 5 days.
Tell me what you think about this?
sorry for the grammar errors and such
i just wrote this quickly on my phone.