Ugh I just keep giving up.

Ugh right now,I just feel disappointed and depressed I finally put a video on my YouTube Chanel then I watch the video twice and I feel disappointed and the people i talk to will just make fun of me. I can't do anything right it feels..

I wanted to lose weight for months now I've been to the gym once every two weeks but I just feel that everyone excuses and feeling down on myself makes me less energetic and makes me feel like I can't do it and I try to make friends and become friends with people who I haven't spoke to in awhile but it seems to not be working that greatly..

I've had enough confidence today to Make a video for much music and I worked 4 hours on it creating the video and then editing it. Then I realized how stupid it was.

I give up on everything I do. It sucks i feel very disappointed in myself I just wish everything went back on track...

Ugh sorry for the downer blog guys im just not feeling that great right now.

Make your Christmas better Make a Difference

This Christmas more then a thousand kids in your region will NOT be celebrating Christmas because they are sick don’t have a home with a family or their family can’t afford presents.  

This Christmas buy a toy for someone other then yourself buy it for a child who would enjoy it more. Multiple Churches, Family & Children Services and many more are collecting Christmas gift to give to a child in need or also you can donate money to several charities around YOUR region because even a penny count.

Many Elementary schools take Can goods, Toys or Winter Supplies and give it to kids who need it! I remember every Christmas I woke up on I remember having tons of presents Stacked on top of each other. Not many kids have that. I remember my mom getting me a Furby I believe and I was scared crapless of the Furby because they looked like gremlins and when I slept I felt it was watching me…anyways I opened it and didn’t really play with it ever… I think back to that and think how I could of donated it to a church or some sort of charity. If your kids hate a toy or anything bring it to your local church or daycare or anything else in that case and donate it!

http://www.childrenswish.ca/en-on/donate

http://www.pmhf.ca/Pages/Events/

http://www.canadianfeedthechildren.ca/how-you-can-help/?gclid=COjl4reZzawCFYHe4AodTmwyrg

Also many radio stations tell you where you can donate toys or money so keep your ears open if you want to donate anything!

Everything counts

Just some silly blog...

Someone who really inspires me is Donal Logue,A few years back a friend and I were walking the street of Toronto taking part in the Film Festival. Being stupid I went up to this guy who was dressed nicely and looked like he would do something hilarious to avoid me I went up to him and asked for a high five. just because I was stupid. And there was Donal he laughed us and said "Hell yeah thats just... what I wanted" OR something on that line it wasn't what i expected..., My friend asked if he was a Actor (because he looked like he was since he was with a lady who was rushing him to the intercontinental for an interview,)and he said yes and that he did alot of native pornographic movies as a joke. We actually talked for a good 5 or 10 minutes and he gave me some really incredible advice and gave me and my friend an autograph and picture..Not knowing who he was till someone pointed him out who he was this year at the festival. If you ever get to meet Donal Logue, Take it as an experience because he is one great man and I will remember meeting him and the things he had said to me for the rest of my life.

Another Promise.. :3

I haven’t really written much this month. I got no excuses to follow that sentence so yeah haha. Everytime I mean to write something there was always something that would come up or I was too lazy. But that doesn’t matter since I don’t have many people fans of my blog so I don’t think many people were affected in that state. Sooo I actually want to make another segment to my blog being vlogs and have some things I do, Like just around my home town and such. Prank videos maybe a few monologue maybe some mini skits. I will let everyone know. I’m just thinking of ways to get out there in the social media networking and stuff. So yeah this is a short blog… just letting you know I know I’ve said a few times I’d start doing blogs but I think I mean it this time…Hopefully haha..  

How do you know?

So my friend just asked a boy out and after 2 weeks of dating him she regrets asking him.
I told her next time follow my list.

1. You think about him
2. You mistake love movie charactors from your relationship
3.You close your eyes and see his smile
4.You do anything to talk to him
5.You can't get him off your mind
6.Your stomachurns everytime he makes eye contact with him.
7.You feel like you trust them
thats all really my list :P

She asked me how does she know a guy actually likes her. but see every person is different so you can't tell. but if your dating someone and if they keep bothering you for sex, DUMP THEM they are just using you.

I have big plans.

I will be starting a Page which will have all my childhood stories that i promise to post I will just copy short hair and put it on their and then just continue writing it. . which will just be one big mess because I dont understand this website set up at all... but oh well.
I will figure it out.
haha

Sorry for not blogging

I've been to lazy to right

but heres some funny pictures from Helpfeedthetroll.com&Reddit.

that is all...

Dating a transgender, does it make you gay or lesbian?

 A friend of mine is dating a transgender male she’s having troubles at school and her home environment for dating him. Does this make her a lesbian?

No it does not. She is dating a boy in a girl’s body. He thinks like a male he looks like a male the only thing is that makes him a girl is his “girl parts”. If I saw them walking down a street I would not think he was a she.

See I find it pathetic that someone has to comment on their relationship saying she’s a lesbian because they aren’t doing anything sexually because he is uncomfortable with his body therefore till he feels comfortable and makes the change I don’t believe they will do anything. Therefore he will be a guy someday its okay.  

I believe if someone can date a transgender person and still be with them even if they are the same gender

and considerer it straight it doesn’t make you gay at all. It makes you more accepting of people.We need more people in the world like her. It just upsets me that someone can just but down a girl for dating someone of the opposite sex even if their body parts say they are the same.

I WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE :'(

To be honest I’m upsets with myself.

I’m only passing the “easy” courses (Gym and Drama)

See I took Math Gym Drama and Com Tech – this semester

-         All I want to do in life is Act, Write or Critic movies.

To be honest I don’t care if I fail ANY of these courses besides drama.

Like I’m seriously upset for not coming to school regularly I really am. It’s just that I need to get it done like I feel like I am an adult stuck in a child body and I’ve been hurt so many times by the “big kids” I just want to hide. I seriously need an after school activity or something because at night all I do is lay on the couch or work I complain how my life isn’t going to get better. I just feel like a broken glass that hasn’t been stepped on or swept away. It’s kind of depressing to think about but it’s just how I feel I guess.

 I don’t know. I just really want to go to college but I don’t know: P

Kim Kardashian Getting Divorced?

When reading about this “issue” I just believe it was just for all the money and something to trend on twitter and make their show more popular.

A Wedding for a “normal couple” usually leave the two newly wed broke for about a year…But for Kim it was different. For a man who had spent 2 million dollars on an engagement ring. “People magazine” paid $300,000 for their engagement announcement. The couple was also paid $1.5 million by “People magazine” for their wedding photos and $100,000 from “OK!” for bridal shower coverage, and between $30,000 and $100,000 from “Us Weekly” for photos of their trip to Italy, and you can’t forget about the big show on Kim’s own show. I’m sure any magazine is going to pay a lot of money just for the divorce details.   

My halloween was different I guess
A friend and I went out for about 2 hours got as much candy as we could.

When we were out there was about 2 or 3 home made haunted houses.
I don't know why but I was slightly afraid to go in one because I just
1)Didn't know the people
 2) Saw Jig saw.
I didn't know what to expect.
All in all it was a good time.

My favorite coustume was a kid in a jack sparrow coustume he was about 3, he was so adorable...
thats all I guess for this blog.

Note: I'm going to try to get back to my old self with my blogs that make sense and I actually try to make longer and put more heart in. I'm going threw alot at the moment and i'm just trying to get better.