Ugh right now,I just feel disappointed and depressed I finally put a video on my YouTube Chanel then I watch the video twice and I feel disappointed and the people i talk to will just make fun of me. I can't do anything right it feels..
I wanted to lose weight for months now I've been to the gym once every two weeks but I just feel that everyone excuses and feeling down on myself makes me less energetic and makes me feel like I can't do it and I try to make friends and become friends with people who I haven't spoke to in awhile but it seems to not be working that greatly..
I've had enough confidence today to Make a video for much music and I worked 4 hours on it creating the video and then editing it. Then I realized how stupid it was.
I give up on everything I do. It sucks i feel very disappointed in myself I just wish everything went back on track...
Ugh sorry for the downer blog guys im just not feeling that great right now.
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