Tuesday, November 1, 2011

I WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE :'(

To be honest I’m upsets with myself.
I’m only passing the “easy” courses (Gym and Drama)
See I took Math Gym Drama and Com Tech – this semester
-         All I want to do in life is Act, Write or Critic movies.
To be honest I don’t care if I fail ANY of these courses besides drama.
Like I’m seriously upset for not coming to school regularly I really am. It’s just that I need to get it done like I feel like I am an adult stuck in a child body and I’ve been hurt so many times by the “big kids” I just want to hide. I seriously need an after school activity or something because at night all I do is lay on the couch or work I complain how my life isn’t going to get better. I just feel like a broken glass that hasn’t been stepped on or swept away. It’s kind of depressing to think about but it’s just how I feel I guess.
 I don’t know. I just really want to go to college but I don’t know: P

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