Rambling on...

Obviously, all you can see that today's been one messed up day since I've posted what like 3 blogs already...

Today I guess was a slap in the face because my past was haunting me and obviously I can't get over it. Aswell im just waiting for a fight to arise in my house since I took my mothers bag this morning and I was Told to empty it on friday... She's gotten very upset with me today...and even deleted me off bbm... I can see a fight happening soon... Which sucks because I am in a fighting mood and I don't want to be kicked out of my house or be walking to school in the morning (even though I should start walking anyways I'm alot bigger then I was a year ago) so I decided to be smart and do the dish washer and do some laundry and obviously clean her bag. And I'm still scared shit-less

Ugh aswell...well of right now I need to practice for my audition for the school musical which I have no confidence left nor any friends to tell me what I'm doing wrong with my singing and acting. So I really hope I get a part I'm just not that sure I'll be getting one this year...

I have to much on my mind.

I'm probably going to go to the gym or go for a run tonight... But I don't know... If I do have any readers... What do you do when your just going threw hell? Or very stressed out? Right in the comments...


I just hope for everything to go better in the new year.